~Hari Minggu~

Salam...

14.01.2012...

Wahh arini dpt rehat yang cukup sebab tak kemana pun. Tapi rehat-rehat pun ade tugas bagi saya yang dh berumahtangga ni. Hehe biasa la.. Seperti wanita-wanita lain juga. Pagi tadi saya mula dengan breakfast seorang diri kerana en. Suami masih belum mahu bangun tidur. Hehe tak ape lah. Saya kasi chance kali ini. Selesai breakfast, siapkan2 bahan untuk makan tengahari. Selesai sahaja, mula mengemas rumah, sapu sampah & mop rumah. Tapi kali ni en. Suami terpaksa membantu sebab saya tak larat nak angkat barang2 berat. Huhu... Dan akhirnya en. Suami la yang mengemop. Ermm bagus2.. :P

Sementara en. Suami mengemop di ruang tamu & bilik, saya pun mula memasak. Hari ini ringkas saja menu... Spagetti & sirap laici. Sebab semalam ke Tesco, apa yang saya nak beli habis diborong oleh Cina. Nak Gongsi Fa Cai la katakan.. Hehe...

Selesai semua tugas, saya & en. Suami pun bersantap. En. Suami cakap sedap. Hihihi sukeeeee sangatttt.... Baby di dalam perut pun bergerak kuat apabila sesudah makan. Anak mama suka ehh!! ^__^ Lepas ini masih tinggal untuk basuh kain & gosok baju kerja. Petang mahu teman en. Suami training kalau larat. Ok lah.. Merepek je dah ni. Daa~

P/s: Life must go on with the happy things + bad things. Its our choice. You decide it, you feel it. Semuanya ada hikmah yang tersembunyi untuk menjadi manusia yang berfikir waras & menjadi lebih baik. ^___^

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11.11.11 ~Tarikh Indah~

Salam...

Just want to share...

"Perkahwinan bukan suatu pemilikan. Ianya suatu perkongsian hidup & persetujuan dari kedua belah pihak. Sangat indah perkongsian itu jika masing-masing meluahkan kasih sayang tanpa berbelah bahagi. Lagi indah ianya suci dari hati sanubari kedua-dua insan."

P/s: just love it... Tq to my hubby coz love me so much. I love u too honey... Insyallah it will become more happier soon!!! ^__^

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I want to be...~

Salam...

I WANT TO BE A GOOD DAUGHTER THAT NOT EVEN ONCE EMBARRASSING HER FAMILIES

I WANT TO BE A GOOD WIFE TO HER HUSBAND

I WANT TO BE A GOOD MOTHER TO MY CHILDRENS

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT I WANT TO BE A DEVOUT CALIPH TO HER CREATOR.


p/s: redha...redha...redha... dengan apa yang terjadi. Perbaiki apa yang terjadi. Bersyukur dengan apa yang terjadi. Alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah... :)
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Berakhirnya Esok~

Salam...

Hari ini pagi2 lagi telah ada mood untuk berbloging. Tadi t'ingat kepada gambar2 lama saya. Saya rindu. Saya sayang. The Cherish Moment In Memories... ^__^

Berakhirnya hari esok... Bermula la episod baru di dalam hidup saya. I'm so excited. All preparation going smoothly. Hopefully tommorow will be The Best Day in my life... Oh gosh... I can't wait. :P

"Ya Allah... Aku berdoa padaMu, permudahkan la segala urusan kami, lindungi kami dari malapetaka, selamat pergi & selamat sampai dan berikanlah kami kebahagiaan hingga akhir hayat. Semoga kami sentiasa berada di jalanMu & berikanlah kami petunjuk & keredhaanMu Ya Allah.."

p/s: Sangat2 happy & bahagia. Tak terucap dengan kata2... I love u so much... Mak, Abah, Adik & My Future Hubby. Thanks for support me. ^___^

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Beberapa~

Salam...

5 more days left... All feelings become 1. Happy, Worried, Sad, Angry, Tension, Calm +++++.... ^_^

But me... Must be more stronger than before now. Cause i will have big responsible after this when i become a "WIFE" to Mr. Afzan Zainal... I Love U my dear.

p/s: I'm a big2 girl in a big2 WORLD... ^_*

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Pertemuan Terakhir... Langkah Bermula~

Salam...

Ini adalah pertemuan kami yg terakhir kali sebelum kami memulakan langkah yg baru nt.. hehe

Kt Teluk Cempedak

From Temerloh to Kuantan

p/s: Hopefully everything will be on the plan & happy. Pray for me peeps... :)

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March Is The Month...

Salam...

Lama tak update. Sungguh malas & busy dgn hal2 lain.. Walau bagaimanapun akan cuba untuk m'update. hihi...

Bln March ni pun byk aktiviti. Dengan office nye aktiviti lg. Smlm sudah miss utk attend BBQ office di Pantai Balok. Sgt penat dgn kerja. Hari ni tak brape busy plak sbb sistem sudah tutup buat sementara. For March :-

1. 5-6hb Mac = Kenduri Adawiyah di Tersang,Raub & Jln2. (Selamat Pengantin Baru Ada.. )

2. 7-8hb Mac = Ke ibu pejabat KL untuk taklimat GPIS.

3. 12-14hb Mac = Blk Temerloh. Cuti... Yahoo... =p

4. Next xtau lg. Hihi takde plan. Nt akan di update kemudian.

Sekarang busy menjahit manik di baju nikah. Haha buat2 rajin. Sgt lembab sbb tak pandai nk menjahit. Sampai disini dlu.. :)

p/s: A lot of things in my minds. Some of them have to think deeply coz it remains different for the future. Semoga Allah mempermudahkan hari2 saya dimasa hadapan. :)

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My Hero My World ♥♥♥~

Salam...

Die adalah Hero saya & Dunia saya... ♥♥♥~

~Masa game tahun 2010~

~Game smlm 31.01.2011... USM Fc Vs PDRM (Win 1-0)~

p/s: Saya sayang awak... Saya akan sokong awak 300%.

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Wedding Check List~

Salam...

Hihi sj nk kongsi ngn kawan2. Mane la tau kalau ade yg terkurang ada yg blh tlg ingatkan... :)
Tema adalah yellow+white+red

1. Barang2 hantaran = alhamdulillah semua beres. Cume 1 brg lg utk en. Tunang blum beli. sb kene tunggu bulan 3. Gubahan OTW. Sedang berusaha menyiapkan sikit2 skrg. (senarainye rahsia. tunggu kluar pic hantaran jela... =p)
2. Kad kawen & banting = OTW. Dh siap design. Tunggu siap.
3. Pelamin,baju sanding, gaun potong kek & makeup = settle ditempah & sewa. Cuma baju sanding still OTW. Butik wt baju baru. :)
4. Fotographer = settle.
5. Bilik (cadar, langsir, tirai katil, karpet, bunga & hiasan lain2) = dh beli. Tinggal bunga tirai xgubah lg. Dlm bilik saya decorate sendri je. Owh set katil telah dibeli.
6. Akad Nikah (baju, vail, tudung & kasut) = dh beli. Baju OTW dr tailor. Bln 2 ni insyallah siap. huhu xsbr~
7. Door gift = utk 700 guest (paper bag, bunga telur & candy my mum settlekn). Utk special guest 150 (paper bag, bunga telur & candy almost settle). Dlm paper bag tu rahsia. =p
8. Pahar (100 bunga telur) = settle.
9. Makanan & khemah pengantin = settle.
10. Catering = my mum & dad will settle.
11. Present 4 new family = only a few still not found. hukhukhuk~ cmane ni...
12. Last kot... = small things on da list to buy next coming PayDay. hihihi

p/s: benda2 ini telah membuatkan muka saya berjerawat sbb stress. Tp xpe. sedang usaha baiki rupa supaya lebih ok di waktu majlis. Amalkan spirulina, EPA & Vitamin C. Igt nanti nk gi SPA. sudah lama tak buat. Selalu wt sendri. Tp skrg tiada masa. =p Facial buat sendri. Sb bahagian muka sgt sensitif bagi jenama2 lain yg tidak biasa. Igt mahu tukar produk muka. Dari The Face Shop. Mcm elok je. Lgpun dh pakai mask die okey je. Will see~

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A Few Accounts had been deleted~

Salam...

I had been deleted my Friendster & Tagged account.

Sorry to all my frens.


p/s: i'm feels to relax from social networks. my frens still can find me thru dis blog @ others who knows where i am @ by my phone number. Still da same... ^_^

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Love This Blog Very Much...~♥♥♥~

Salam...

I'm going to close @ private this blog.

Maybe... i'm still not sure.

Its all about personal course.

I love this blog very much...

And maybe... i need a new blog.

I'll let u know soon my decision.

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Cinta.... ^_*

Salam...

Sedikit peringatan dalam hidup....

"cinta itu keikhlasan..

cinta itu kemahuan..

cinta itu saling mengerti..

cinta itu indah jika kita bisa menempatkannya pada tempat terbaik ...dalam hati.."

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Pilihan... ^_*

Salam...

Saya sebenarnya telah lame memikirkan utk cari identiti fesyen yg sesuai dgn saya. Tapi masih dalam pemilihan. Niat yang baik tidak baik ditangguh2kn tapi perlu la bersedia dan ada persediaan yg rapi.

Saya telah diperkenalkan oleh kawan saya "Zleqha". Satu nama yg bukan baru lg dalam bidang fesyen muslimah. Mula2 agak tidak berkenan. Lame2 jatuh cinta dengannya...

Ini ade sedikit sebanyak pic dr fesyen "Zleqha".

p/s: Tp gaya selendang itu mungkin tidak sesuai dengan saya. Mungkin akan disesuaikan dengan yg lain. Besides byk lagi fesyen yg dr Zleqha. Jubah, dress, blouse, slacks... Very nice. ^_^

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What Is Going On...???

Salam...

Whats going on to me??? I'm feels so weak today. A lot of things i've been thinking.
I cant do anything rite now. Where's my energy? Oh God... Please help me. Feels like want to cry but i refuse from the bottom of my heart. Its make me down & more weak.

This things maybe not gonna happen to me. I dont now which part is wrong. Think... Think... & think Yana... U better make a rite decision. Dont regret after this.

Semoga Allah mendengar suara hati aku yang lemah ini. Semoga doa yang aku panjatkan selama ini mendapat petunjuk dariMu Ya Allah... Aku hambaMu yang lemah tidak akan berputus asa dengan segala dugaanMu. Ku mohon agar permudahkan jalanku untuk mengharungi dugaanMu ini. Amin Ya Rabalalamin....

p/s: i need somebody shoulder.

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Situation Getting Worst...

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Situation getting worst... I didn't aspect like dis... But 'm really thank to God that everyday gave me more strength to hold my position with passion.

The more i'm trying to forget, the more its tight in my mind. Gosh...

Alhamdulillah also... In 2 3 days lately i have a good passion to be a good person. Last night after Solat Margrib, i read my book "Indahnya Hidup B'syariat". I feel more calm than other day. I think that i should manage my schedule with the new things. I've plan many for my new life in da future. So why not i start now.

The faster u do, the faster u get. Its better get than never...

Wedding:- I'll already booking wedding planner. But its not include the caterer. Cause my mum want the best for our guests. She will handle it. The packages that i'll already books includes big "Pelamin"(my mother choice.hehe...), photographer, my wedding dress & gaun (sepasang la. tp baju bersanding buat yg baru.) with 2 times make up, Pengantin dish complete with decoration & tent. Only doorgift things me k.i.v cause dont know what to give. hehe... In my room almost complete. Only flowers... Owh, my wedding card. Hmm lets talk with En. Tunang 1st. All da things looks simple but its need full commitment from me & En. Tunang. For sure...

Life:- On da way to be good person. I think i should go grooming class. Before this i'll already attend ones. At UiTM Machang. But... Should go twice... hahaha... Class agama? Should go too. :)

Friends:- Like usual. Makin bertambah. hehe... Enemy also become bigger. Biasa la manusia yg suke ade PHD kat aku. Tp lg ramai yg baik... Love u all & thanks 4 support me.

Love:- ??? Secret~~ hahaha... Tgk sj nanti. :)

Family:- Lots2 of love to my Abah, my Mak & my Adik... ^__^

Ok la... Insyallah all the plans will going smoothly... Daa~

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Rambut Ku

Salam...

Haha... rambut aku lebih kurang panjang ni la. Tp xsecantik die nih...

Sempena nk raya ni aku nk gi outer rambut aku sampai jd cmni lah. =p ^___^

p/s: harap2 blh la... xmo gunting pendek lg. tunggu lps hari bahagia nt. ♥

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"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Salam...

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strongEven if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That someone's watching over

Someone's watching over

Someone's watching over me

p/s: Loovveee... this song very much.

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Love... ^___^

Hye...

Ermm... nk tulis pe eh? hehe happynye...
My love towards him become bigger & more bigger now.
Hopefully it was long lasting until forever. hihi...
I Love U so much B...^___^

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Who Am I? (Stage 1: Knowing Urself)

Hye...

Its hard to control our emotions. But its not mean i should quit. I'm just don't want to be a hipocrite.

Its more easy if we tell the truth & sometimes its hard to tell the truth. Its our choice and chances to make people judging us.

If u want people more respect to u, u should be yourself. But in order u need to respect others too.

I just want to be myself and i also want people respect me! But why others did not understand this quote. All people think and feels and the same things. But they don't realise that if they do the same things to others or not.

Its general when we said "Respect". It has bigger definition. And all people needs to elaborate themselves whats they mean about respect for theirselves. Then they need to express it to others and make others understand what they want.

Its important to me about others need to respect me cause i dont want others step on my head. Moreover, respect is more important now to make sure we can communicate with others smoothly.

This is Me now :

- baik hati
- keras hati
- penyanyang
- penyabar
- pemarah (bila benda berlaku lbh dari 3 kali)
- suka memerhati
- tidak suka akan alasan yang tidak munasabah
- berdikari
- suka simpan dendam (thats horrible if someone making mess with me)
- kuat berusaha
- tidak takut (kecuali Allah s.w.t & azabnya)
- disiplin (penting)
- kemas (suka mengemas)
- tidak suka hipokrit (terus terang lbh baik walaupun menyakitkan hati)
- suka jaga hati orang
- hormat orang tua
- pendengar yang baik (simpan rahsia orang)
- lurus (kerja ikut prosedur la)
- teliti
- suka berjalan
- apabila tidak suka seseorang itu,sampai bila2 akan tidak suka
- tidak suka penipuan (yang paling penting dalam hidup Yana)

All things above i will try to create positive situation,thinking & emotion. Its important to me make changes in life more better. Besides i will learn more about respects others. And i 'm negatively to others who do not learn how to respect me. Enough is enough.

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Saya Dapat Inspirasi Baru... :)

Hye...

Setelah membaca blog & profile kawan2 saya yang saya anggap boleh dikagumi, saya rase saya perlu sedikit perubahan & pengubahsuaian. Dari segi imej,mental & emosi. Saya ambil yang elok2 & baik2 untuk dijadikan contoh di dalam kehidupan saya.

Telah lama saya berhasrat ingin menjadi seorg yang lebuh baik dari yang sekarang. Adalah lebih baik saya tidak menangguh2kan nya. This is very important to me right now. Kekuatan yang saya dapat ini tidaklah sekuat mana. Saya masih perlukan sokongan dari orang sekeliling. Terutama family & my fiancee... :)

Saya harap mereka dapat menyokong saya dengan perubahan yang ingin saya lakukan. Tp perubahan ini akan dilakukan dengan sedikit demi sedikit. Dan ia akan mengambil masa & sudah pasti ada banyak dugaan yang akan muncul untuk melemahkan saya. Insyallah dengan berkat kesabaran,saya akan berjaya. Doakan kejayaan saya... Amin.. :)

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